Clinically, Not The Whiny Teenage Shit

We took graduation photos today. When asked to stay behind if we wanted photos with just our friends, I was the only one who went inside (we were outside for the photos - which was bloody unfortunate considering the cold, and the fact that it had rained and was just about starting to drizzle <-- that did not seem grammatically sound, but oh well). Honestly speaking, I started to feel sad at first. However, a series of past memories flashed itself through my head, and I wasn't sad anymore. I just remembered that for last year's superlative, I was voted "most likely to be on the Jerry Springer show" <-- that just goes to show how highly everyone thinks of me. Then I remembered a former friend who called me a "wannabe". I also remembered some former friends laughing in my face because I said something stupid, which wouldn't have been so bad, but I was depressed (clinically, not the whiny teenage shit)...and they knew that. That was just last year, I don't even want to get started on memories from previous years. After some pitiful moping, I stopped feeling sorry for myself. Because, you know what, I'm going places. I have this gut feeling that some way or another, I'm going to make this world a better place for not only myself, but for kids like me.

On another note, I made some electronic-ish music today. It's not all that, but I must admit that the bass is fucking awesome. I'm the kind of person who becomes happy with a couple of notes. Even though today started off as shit, I made the best out of it. I don't want to think too far ahead, just want to live day by day. Because in the end, that's all we can really do.